6 weeks of fear and now the fun begins
Its been 6 weeks since Alex left me to go to india, I am at heathrow airport and crying my eyes out as I say goodbye to my mum, dad and little sister gabs and making sure ive not forgot anything important (i did but more on that later).
After about an hour of crying my way through security I find myself just wandering the airport so buy myself a bag of jelly babys and liquoric allsorts (something my mum used to do for me whenever we went away) this is the first time since entering my adult years ive travelled internationally alone i guess its a comfort thing.
I seem to be the only person crying which weirds me out....
My flight leaves in 2 hours im nervous as hell but excited too, I'm going to meet the man I love and in doing say say goodbye to my old life and hello to god know what.